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Finding a Life's Direction
Wondering how transformative the experience of higher education can be? Just ask recent Baylor graduate Juan Yaquian.
By Lisa Asher, Photos by Joe Griffin
During one of the busiest times in his life—in the midst of finals,
upcoming graduation, an impending summer internship that will be beyond
demanding, and graduate school in the fall—Juan Yaquian had to contend
with a broken finger.
It’s not that big of a deal, he said, grinning sheepishly. It happened when he was lifting weights. One of the weights
slipped from the bar, Juan explained, and though he felt a stab of
pain, he kept lifting. It was only when he saw his fingernail hanging
from the tip of the fourth finger on his right hand that he stopped.
“Good thing I’m left-handed,” he said with a shrug.
Okay, so dragging around an awkward finger splint for six weeks wasn’t
part of what he calls his “strategic life plan.” Juan, who graduated
from Baylor in May with a degree in electrical and computer
engineering, knows that there will be little blips along the way.
But he also knows exactly where he’s going—the College of Engineering
at the University of California, Berkeley, which was named “America’s
Best Graduate School 2010” by U.S. News & World Report.
He knows what he’ll be studying—circuit boards with wireless
communication application. And he knows what he’ll do with that
research—develop a cancer detection method that is inexpensive, safe,
and, most importantly, accessible to everyone, no matter their income.
These are bold plans, especially from someone who’s been through more
than his fair share of trials in just twenty-three years. But all you
have to do is sit across from this intense, slightly built, soft-spoken
young man, and you’ll believe every word he says.
“Remember the name Juan Yaquian,” said Dr. Robert Marks, Baylor
Distinguished Professor of electrical and computer engineering. “He’s
going to accomplish great things.”
Gated Community
“Juan has been and is a disciplined young person,” said Elizabeth
Vardaman, with more than a hint of understatement. As the associate
dean of special academic projects in the College of Arts and Sciences,
Vardaman worked with Juan to find and apply for scholarships. With her
guidance, during his five years at Baylor he won six major
scholarships—including the prestigious Barry M. Goldwater Scholarship
and the National Science Foundation (NSF) Graduate Fellowship—and he
was a finalist for both the Truman and the Rhodes scholarships.
Vardaman attributed Juan’s success to a work ethic derived from
hardships. “He has known—partly because of the challenges he and his
family faced when he was growing up—that his future would be determined
in large part by how intensely he committed himself to his academic
work in college,” she said.
Juan will talk about his past struggles, but he seemed a little
reticent to explore that area of his life, preferring, instead, to
focus on the positive. So let’s start with someone Juan calls his hero:
Microsoft co-founder Bill Gates.
No, they’ve never met, but Gates is a major reason why Juan was able to come to Baylor.
Founded in 1999, the Gates Millennium Scholars (GMS) Program, funded by
the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation, provides full undergraduate
scholarships to minority high school students with significant
financial need. In addition, according to the GMS website, the program
will fund graduate schooling in the areas of computer science,
education, engineering, library science, mathematics, public health, or
science.
Even though the GMS Program is highly competitive, Juan’s teachers at
Temple High School encouraged him to apply. The application process,
said Juan, was rigorous. “I’ve applied for some pretty big scholarships
and fellowships,” he said, “but I’d say that was probably the most
difficult to apply for because I was so young. They wanted so much
detail about everything you’d done. They wanted ten different essays.”
As Juan talked about the other people he knows who are also Gates
Scholars—including one friend at Yale Medical School and another at
MIT—he still marvels at his own selection. “I’m the one who snuck in,”
he said with a laugh. “I just decided that I would work hard and do
everything I could do to make sure that no one ever figured that out.”
Plan of Action
With the money from the GMS Program firmly in hand, Juan could have
gone to college anywhere he wanted—literally. So, why Baylor? “I didn’t
even think about it; there wasn’t even a second choice,” he said. “I
wanted to make sure I grew spiritually and academically, and that I
would be able to excel and go to a great [graduate] institution.”
People
still ask him why he didn’t start out at MIT or UC Berkeley, he said.
“But I would never have gotten the experience I’ve gotten here because
an entire department is supporting me and telling me that if I need any
help, they’re there for me and they’ll do what they can to guide me and
provide advice for me,” Juan said. “I don’t think I would have gotten
that at any other institution where an entire department is rooting for
me.”
There was another reason, too—location, location, location. “I wanted
to be the son my mom always needed me to be, so I wanted to stay close
to my mother,” said Juan, who, characteristically, had already mapped
out that thirty-minute trip down Interstate 35 from Waco to Temple.
Right from the beginning, Juan said, he felt at home at Baylor, where
he lived in Martin Hall his freshman year. There, he met a variety of
students, not just engineering majors, and that allowed him to broaden
his horizons and make unexpected friends.
But his first semester was not without its challenges. On his first
college exam, he made a B. The class was Engineering Design I, and as
the instructor, Brian Thomas, admitted, it’s considered the easiest
engineering class in the program. “I asked him about it once, and he
said he had not properly prepared,” said Thomas, who is a lecturer in
electrical and computer engineering. “He said the experience was highly
motivating for him, and he hasn’t looked back since.”
From then on, Juan focused on his studies and took in as much extra
information as he could by reading research journals and papers. “When
other students were playing computer games or pick-up basketball,”
Vardaman said, “Juan was in his room reading articles in his field or
doing extra work beyond his homework.” His purpose, he said, was to
figure out his life’s direction. “I opened my mind to all the problems
that are out there and asked, ‘How can I use my skills to do something
that people haven’t been doing?’”
Research Subject
He found the answer during his junior year. “My area of interest would
be circuit design—circuit boards with wireless communication
application,” he said. “It deals with RF design, which is radio
frequency design, analog circuit design, and mix signal design.”
And that’s his
description in layman’s terms. When asked to put it even more simply,
Juan talked about how X-ray and MRI technology, while effective in
cancer detection, can also be both costly and can expose the body to
dangerous levels of radiation. What if, he started thinking, there was
a way to use cheaper and safer microwave imaging to find cancerous
tumors?
To explore his new idea, Juan knew that he needed to acquire new
skills, so he looked to the top two engineering schools in the
country—UC Berkeley and MIT—for additional training. “I was trying to
get experiences that would help me because I didn’t just want to get
internships to get money,” he said. “Once I decided my junior year what
I wanted to do, I started to strategically plan out everything I wanted
to do for my life.”
During the summer after his junior year, Juan attended the Summer
Undergraduate Program in Engineering Research at Berkeley (SUPERB), an
eight-week program that provides hands-on research opportunities to
engineering students. His intent, said Juan, was to gain hardware
experience by designing circuits, testing them, and then implementing
them in a real-world way.
SUPERB also emphasizes skills that students will need to both get into
graduate school and succeed once there, including how to build a
network, what the top universities expect, and how to optimize your
internship experiences. And while that was helpful, Juan said, it was
also stressful. “There, the main focus is becoming the most competitive
person you can be,” he said.
After completing the Berkeley program, Juan was definitely ready for a
break. But instead, he traveled directly to Honduras to participate in
Baylor’s Engineers with a Mission, a small group of engineering
students who work on specific projects in often-remote locations. And
while helping to install a micro-hydro electric generator was no easy
task, it actually provided Juan with a rest—of sorts.
“There, it was a totally different mindset,” he said. “It’s a reality
check there. Everything doesn’t have to be about making yourself the
most competitive person. It just reminded me to never lose sight of the
fact that there is more to life than being focused.”
Rising Above
But Juan wasn’t the only one who learned some lessons on that trip. As
the faculty sponsor of the Engineers with a Mission program,
engineering lecturer Thomas became more acquainted with Juan while in
Honduras. “One night he shared his personal story with me, and I sat in
awe as I heard it,” he said. “I learned that he grew up in a difficult
situation, and yet turned out to be such an amazing young man.”
The story that Juan told was one of abandonment and poverty. When Juan
was nine, his father, Manrique, walked out one day—and never returned.
The family, including Juan’s older brother and younger sister, lived in
Corpus Christi at the time. Their mother, Rose Mary, held two
jobs—during the day, she worked with special education students at a
school, and at night she worked the graveyard shift at the juvenile
detention center.
One story that Juan told, said Thomas, was particularly poignant.
“During an extended period when his family was unable to afford
electricity at the house,” Thomas recounted, “Juan would study in the
family car using the dome light to read.”
To ease the financial burden and to also provide some male guidance,
Rose Mary’s brother took Juan back to San Antonio to live with him and
his wife. Three years later, after he had completed middle school, Juan
returned to live with his mother and siblings, who had moved to Temple
in the intervening time.
Because she was working two jobs and attending the University of Mary
Hardin-Baylor at night, Rose Mary was rarely home. It was the perfect
opportunity for Juan to do whatever he wanted. That included hanging
out with what he called “the wrong crowd,” many of whom, he said, are
now in jail. In addition, Juan said, he blamed his mother for his
father’s leaving and refused to see her as an authority figure.
Despite his problems, he continued to make excellent grades. Both his
mother and his teachers were telling him he could do anything he
wanted, he said. The trouble was, he didn’t know what that was.
Near the end of his junior year in high school, something clicked. He
turned away from his “wrong crowd” friends, started attending church
more, and became even more serious about his studies.
Juan attributes the change to becoming more mature and giving himself
to God. It would have been easy to stay on that wrong path, he said,
but somehow, Christ wouldn’t let him go.
Juan’s turnaround also made him look at his mother in a whole new
light. Instead of feeling like Rose Mary was also abandoning him, Juan
saw that she worked two jobs and went to school to be a role model to
the family—not to get away from them. He realized that her dream of
becoming a teacher and her drive to accomplish that goal were to show
her children that dreams can come true—if you work hard enough.
After his change of heart, Juan and his mother would work on her math
and science homework together, and it was then, he said, that he
realized how much he enjoyed that kind of work and how naturally it
came to him. He also became determined, even at that young age, to
develop a life plan and follow it through.
That determination was what brought him to Baylor and, eventually, to
Honduras. And in a roundabout way, Honduras brought Juan back full
circle to where he started. Manrique, Juan’s father, had come from a
remote rural village in Guatemala, much like the Honduran village where
the Baylor group was staying.
“I think this gave Juan a sense of his own roots that he had never
experienced before,” said Thomas. “He was able to see the lifestyle
that these people—his people—endured daily.”
Indeed, Juan became more determined to look at problems on not just an
American scale, but internationally. “Honduras reminded me that there
are lots of people who need help in the world,” he said. “People should
have access to help, whether they’re wealthy or not.”
The experience, said Thomas, also seemed to bring Juan out of his shell
and more into the world. “In a sense,” Thomas said, “he looked up out
of his books—his safe place—and saw that people could be safe, too.”
Honing his Skills
There were differences in Juan after he returned from Honduras—he
became a little less intense, a little less inwardly focused, and more
determined than ever to see his life plan through. The summer after the
Honduran trip, Juan did an internship at MIT, where he got a different
experience than he had found at Berkeley by working on software and
programming.
Back at Baylor, he was elected president of the Baylor chapter of the
Institute of Electrical and Electronic Engineers. During his tenure,
said faculty advisor Robert Marks, Juan “presided with a quiet, albeit
directed, style.” He also helped spearhead Baylor’s first
mini-symposium on wireless and microwave circuits and systems, which
featured experts from the Naval Research Laboratory, Texas Instruments,
and other universities.
Juan also began applying for more scholarships and grants. During one
period, said Elizabeth Vardaman, he applied for five highly competitive
internships—and was chosen for all five.
With college funding provided by the Gates Foundation right up through
the PhD level, why would Juan tackle the time-consuming and often
laborious application forms, essays, and other paperwork required for
these scholarships? It’s a question he said his friends frequently ask
him.
It’s not the money these scholarship awards would bring, he answers,
but the application process itself. “Applying for these scholarships
forced me to look at what I could do with the skills I have,” he said,
noting that many of the applications required research proposals, which
are a staple of graduate school. And while he ultimately didn’t get the
Rhodes and Truman scholarships, he said that both applications required
him to explore international problems from a cross-disciplinary point
of view—something he will need to do after graduate school.
Future Perfect
Yes, he’s already thinking about life after graduate school. After
completing UC Berkeley’s four- to five-year PhD program—which he’ll
begin this August—Juan will only be twenty-eight. What will he do then?
Well, for one thing, he will be much further along in his research than
most scientists his age. That is thanks to a Graduate Research
Fellowship from the National Science Foundation, which comes with a
$30,000 annual stipend for three years, plus education and travel
costs. The fellowship will allow Juan to concentrate on his specific
research without having to compete for those all-important—and often
hard to find—funding dollars.
Depending on how his research has proceeded, Juan said he will join a
national research institution, like Los Alamos or the Lincoln
Laboratory at MIT. “Or I might just start my own company with people
I’ve met at Berkeley and people who have a similar passion,” he said.
“Maybe someone in my own company will work on this project and one day
be able to use technology that will detect cancer and will be easy for
people to access.”
And maybe one day he’ll give out his own “Yaquian Millennium
Scholarships”? “Exactly,” he said with a laugh, “I’d love to reach a
point where I can give back and help others reach their career goals in
the way I’ve been supported.”
His friends at Baylor know that Juan will achieve great things—and help
others to do so as well. “He will give back as fully as he has
received,” said Vardaman, “and if it takes every hour of every day to
make a significant contribution to helping build a better world, well,
so be it.”
Brian Thomas said, “I imagine he will be an engineering professor and
researcher working on some of the world’s most difficult and important
problems. I hope he remembers me when he ‘arrives’!”
But for now Juan is focused on this summer, the last one before he
begins his doctoral studies. If you think he’s going to rest and relax,
you don’t know him very well. Two days after graduating from Baylor, he
left for Honduras to once again work with Thomas and the students from
Engineers with a Mission—broken finger and all.
“I was a little surprised that he wanted to return after graduation,
especially in light of the prestigious summer internship he has waiting
for him and then the PhD program at Berkeley,” Thomas said. “I am
delighted that he wanted to come back, however. His engineering is
excellent, his attitude is unshakable, and his Spanish is pretty good,
too!”
The prestigious internship Thomas mentioned is with Qualcomm
Incorporated, a San Diego-based company that’s the leader in the
wireless communication industry. Juan will have two days between
getting back from Honduras and reporting for duty in California. Of
course, that’s an extended vacation compared to the single day he’ll
have to pack up and fly to San Francisco when he’ll begin graduate
school.
But Juan knows that if the pressure is getting to him, he can always
call home. “I never felt pressure [from my family] to do well,” he
said. “When I call my mom, she’s not going to ask me how my grades are.
She’s never, ever asked me that. She’ll say, ‘What do you want me to
cook the next time you come back?’”
Looking back on where he came from and what he’s accomplished at
Baylor, Juan is satisfied. “I have grown intellectually, spiritually,
and socially and gained more focus on what I want to do with my life,”
he said. “That’s exactly what I got from Baylor.”
The future, he said, is “a little scary, but I’m confident that I’ll
always do well. Now I don’t feel like I’ve snuck in. I do belong, and I
just need to work. And with hard work, I think I’ll be able to do well.”
Lisa Asher is associate editor of the Baylor Line.
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